Framework [Yes]: Deviantart 2017
Known Timestamp: 08 18 51
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Status: Redacted
Title: Re: Nowhere & Everywhere

Ah, I was wondering when we'd get talk about this.
And, I apologize in advance for probing insensitively, but my you sound ||||||||||| up |||||||||||| |||||||||||| |||||||||||||* on this one. I would honestly be surprised if the internal conflict didn't go something like this 'one part disturbed/disgusted by other' and 'other part chained/imprisoned by the one'.

I'd bet the other part feels they are treated unfairly by the one and the one part feels the behavior of the other is a criminal.
So how do we resolve it? mm.. Complicated, my favorite!
Suicide shouldn't be liked. If we liked suicide, it wouldn't take long to become something reminiscent of a Felaryan.**
Lemme draw a firm line here then build a wall on top of it:
I think it is absolutely crucial, to the risk of having unhealthy*** morals any-other-way, that the feeling of saving a person's life from needlessly committing suicide be absolutely enthralling! This is very important! One should be crying before they go and agree suicide's the only option! But,
And this is a big but,
But, when suicide IS INDEED the only option, the act is an incredibly beautiful act of sacrifice that needs to be lauded, appreciated, and even thanked(, if I may be so bold).
If these criteria are met, Especially that Saving should Universally be More Pleasurable than ending, then AND ONLY THEN should it be acceptable to take some small pleasure out of an act that ultimately will end another's life.

I believe it is very important you learn the story of Berserk, while thinking about this. But, the full tale is long and nuanced remade at least once, the original omitting many teasing details, with much of it being prologue having little or nothing to do with the final message. I honestly recommend skipping to the third movie, for now and returning to the rest.****


*Hint: it rhymes with "angst the pence"
**In Felarya, leaving Negav is suicide, and that's virtually the only reason people are eaten.
***in other words, universally-hated morals
****And, remember that neo-reactionaries say "Griffith did nothing wrong[period; full stop]".. probably for very valid reasons.